[ he still hates being in this world alone. he's not scared, he just...doesn't like it. it's too new and he feels useless. it's not like uncle or even the kgb exists and most american agencies are not going to allow a former russian spy in their midst.
so, he does freelance work when he can and that is not often. ]
something something meadowlark canon except illya went back to her world when shit ended
[ he still hates being in this world alone. he's not scared, he just...doesn't like it. it's too new and he feels useless. it's not like uncle or even the kgb exists and most american agencies are not going to allow a former russian spy in their midst.
so, he does freelance work when he can and that is not often. ]