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the agent formerly known as skye. ([personal profile] evite) wrote2018-09-08 03:15 am

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retravel: (i would do him like a crossword)

[personal profile] retravel 2018-10-18 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
A nonzero chance. It hasn't occurred yet and the locals might find it suspicious, so there are factors working against it.
Ultimately, it depends on why we were taken.
If we were chosen for our expertise, doubles would be of use. Two Jemma's working on a biotech weapon would be better than one and so on.


[ of course it's a jemma example. ]

If we're the test run of an experiment, they might only pursue the double if the first option fails.

[ If his body rejects the new powers and he dies, does a hotter Fitz rise up and take his place? Maybe. ]
retravel: (trash (remastered))

i hate us

[personal profile] retravel 2018-10-19 10:37 am (UTC)(link)
El said Morningstar thought they were intercepting a weapon's transport when they rescued the first wave of us.
Given the lack of tech on board and our newfound abilities, I imagine we're the weapons. The monster attack may have been an opportunity to test our abilities.


[ big kree and framework vibes. engineer superpowers to harness humans as weapons. ]

And if we were failures, we wouldn't have been set free.

[ said with the confidence of someone who would've disposed of the failures, if he were the mastermind this time. ]
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retravel: and too old to eat off the kid's menu (too young to die)

[personal profile] retravel 2018-10-19 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Let's hope you're right.

[ and that they're easier to defeat than hive.

but that reminds him — ]


HYDRA's another constant between universes, unfortunately.
retravel: (i feel like i'm the paris of people)

[personal profile] retravel 2018-10-21 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Just because of the multiversal connection.
And I told her about my prior work before Loki or Strange inevitably mention it.


[ pricks!!! also what's the point of being secretive when SHIELD's wrecked and MIA again. Fitz is of the mind that keeping his intel private is counterproductive to getting home (getting back to Jemma) — except in the case of his no good very bad turn as mr madame hydra, which he's, uh, working up to, maybe. ]

She also shared that Loki was a Young Avenger, which I appreciated.

[ hot goss ]
Edited (ugh i guess the line isn't secure or w/e) 2018-10-21 15:34 (UTC)
retravel: ever (new rule: you aren't allowed anything)

[personal profile] retravel 2018-10-21 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, because I'm sure you were tight-lipped with "hot" Hawkeye.

[ you know exactly the face he's making. ]

We three need to decide what we're sharing first.

[ "hello mr's stark and strange, i'm a lousy shield agent who built a murder robot literally right after ultron, and then i went hydra and stole people's powers just like our captors did, but hey, you know that neat laser cutter nick fury has? that was me, so are we square?" not a great avengers resume-builder. ]
retravel: (studies show i literally did not ask)

[personal profile] retravel 2018-10-21 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there is no way to respond to that joke rip ]
retravel: (now i'm having third thoughts)

[personal profile] retravel 2018-10-21 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Katelin still has a say in what we share.

[ also, she's the best at lying and strategy, so they need to consult her before any group hangs. ]
retravel: probably a hometown shame (are you a hometown hero?)

[personal profile] retravel 2018-10-21 03:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Everything. Just left out some details about her own choices, so I didn't threaten the timeline.
And she knows that, too.


[ after all the time she spent covering for him, when no else had faith he'd find Jemma, he couldn't look at her and just lie. Hard to say what she thinks of it all, of him now, but it's done. ]
retravel: i'm not fine. it didn't work (i'll be fine)

[personal profile] retravel 2018-10-21 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
It went.

[ her face was near unreadable. ]

I suspect she's monitoring the situation as much as she's concerned for my wellbeing.

[ if not more so goes unsaid. she's a top agent. it would be naive to think she saw him as anything less than a potential threat — and he is that, isn't he? when the bus crashed in new amsterdam, he shot someone without thinking, and the look on mei's face confirmed that wasn't an acceptable, instinctive response for most people. hunter had been the same with him, neutral until his actions shocked. ]
retravel: THAT'S MY JAM SON (if you're having dad problems)

[personal profile] retravel 2018-10-21 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ that's the problem, he wants to say. it's not the hypoxia or ophelia's influence. he might be experiencing a psychic split, which would explain the voice sneaking through the din of his thoughts, on occasion, but he'd have to discuss the theory with someone (with strange, probably, shit). but there's nothing wrong that could explain what he did, or why he thinks differently now — nothing fixable.

fitz just isn't the person that he thought he was. ]


Yeah, right, okay.

[ a pause. ]

I want to talk to Strange alone first.

[ no, you don't. ]
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retravel: and too old to eat off the kid's menu (too young to die)

[personal profile] retravel 2018-10-21 07:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll think about it.
There's too much overlap between here and there.


[ there. the framework. ]

I met with Markus.

[ a fact he didn't share until now oops. ]

And with a guy called Marcos. He said he came from a world where people with powers were experimented on, and that I have the same abilities as a friend of his.

[ which means his portal manipulation ability could've been taken and given in the same way he took from lincoln and gordon and ― just gave to AIDA, no matter the cost. between the androids and the power-swapping, he's beginning to feel that by keeping his experiences in the framework to himself, he's withholding potentially valuable information.

what's he supposed to do? ask jemma. ]
retravel: in my entire life (i have done nothing wrong ever)

voice.

[personal profile] retravel 2018-10-21 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's a miracle that no one noticed his near month-long slow spiral ― that he was only obviously perturbed when he first clocked the similarities, speaking with strange in the safehouse and suddenly frantic. if there's one thing the framework afforded him, it's the ability to better contain his emotions, at least until they become too much.

he's not about to crash, not yet. there are self-centered and self-pitying aspects to this, undeniably, but there's also a purpose.

fitz rings her, unable to condense his explanation into a text. ]


Just, okay, Daisy, just hear me out. [ he walks somewhere private, into one of the sky parks, largely empty in the early evening hours. ] If there are infinite parallel universes, there are infinite ways events unfold, but similarities remain. Resonances, across the worlds closest in trajectory. Android humanisation, experimentation on powered individuals ― they recur. It isn't the same thing, [ maybe, possibly, probably. ] but it's close and that matters. Any overlap could be indicative of what happened, what's to come, and how we fix this.

[ It could give them an edge on their current universe or timeline, so to speak. put them a step ahead of this multiversal sequence of horrors. which is why he's been comparing worlds, even if it pains him to answer questions with half-truths and pry into personal suffering that he may very well have caused, however inadvertently. ]
retravel: it makes the notebook look like saw v (it is the most romantic story ever)

[personal profile] retravel 2018-10-22 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ daisy nails it. correlation, not causation. jemma would remind him of that, too, hand soft on his check. don't do that. that's not what this is, she might say.

but how many universes have their own terrible leopold james fitz's, building androids and stealing powers? every single one where he didn't have his mum around? what about where he met anyone other than jemma at the academy? how many factors had to align to result in their universe, the one where he was able to help SHIELD, at least for a short time? he feels compelled to explore all those possibilities, twisting in his head. ]


You're right. [ of course that's not all he has to say. ] It's still conjecture — but I have to investigate it. [ he sucks in a breath. ] It's been seven months for me, Daisy. [ a hasty correction follows. ] Six without anyone.

[ seven without jemma. in truth, fitz's perception of time filters into two categories: with jemma and without jemma. he realises that's unfair to daisy and bobbi, who are precious to him. ]

I can't leave a stone unturned.

[ so he charts the similarities between universes and considers telling Strange the truth, hoping that someone more objective can analyse them, too. ]

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