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[ daisy's first thought: well, it's good it's not illya, because i'm not in the mood to fucking share ]

is murder not an option then

[ jokes........ ]

[myownwoman]

[ that is why she specified because that sentence could 100% be read as illya still. ]

I might have another feeling if I murdered them.

[evite]

alright, so if i can't murder them, i should at least know who "them" is

[myownwoman]

[ consider: sharing is the worst ]

He was my husband. It wasn't real, like it happened in a dream, but despite that I can still feel it.

[evite]

[ daisy did know about the fake fiancee business turned quasi real emotions, so this really does feel like 2-for-2 for gaby... but daisy's not stupid enough to say that. ]

just because it happened in a fake universe doesn't mean the memories feel any less real.
is he a nazi?

[myownwoman]

I did not ask, but I don't think so.

[evite]

so then what's the problem

[ it's a low bar, really ]

[myownwoman]

I prefer having a choice in my own feelings.

There might be someone else I could like. A woman was flirting with me and it was very fun. And your Captain Rogers cured my hangover with such efficiency I may have briefly fallen in love with him as well.

[ that last one is a joke.

OR IS IT. GABY'S CLEARLY A GD MESS. ]

[evite]

you could choose to embrace them, is my point
i mean, you don't have to marry them. you could just choose to have a built in fuck buddy that knows your pizza order

[ priorities? ]

you don't have horrible options, though
steve rogers is not a bad back-up option, i'm just saying

[myownwoman]

All four of them?

[ THAT'S SO MANY??? admittedly kovacs eats her leftovers and peter definitely knows her pizza order as she knows his, but if she cannot handle feelings for one and a half of them, how is she going to manage juggling four. ]

It that what it is called, a fuck buddy?

[evite]

wait
whoa

all four what? i thought we were talking about one person here

[myownwoman]

No, there's two. And Carol.

Steve was a joke.

[evite]

carol danvers?

[ daisy is lowkey jealous ]

why are we even talking about your fake husband then?

[myownwoman]

[ BECAUSE I LOVE HIM, DADDY ]

Peter is the most complicated!

[evite]

WAIT.
PETER BENJAMIN?

[ GABRIELLA TELLER YOU SPILL THE FUCKIN BEANS RIGHT NOW. NO MORE OF THIS BULLSHIT ONE SCOOP AT A TIME THING. ]

[myownwoman]

Do you know everyone?

[evite]

no, i don't know everyone
don't do the dumb answer a question with a different question thing, either

my roommate stabbed him with a fork one time, he's alright though

[myownwoman]

Yes, he's lovely. He was a wonderful husband and he's still nice to me. And I am fairly certain he is still in love with his ex-wife.

[evite]

i'm guessing that by ex-wife you don't mean you.

[ because, you know, duh. fake lives, fake memories. ]

you don't have to be in love with a guy to hook up with him in this century, you know. you can just hang out.

[myownwoman]

Do you think I am a virgin, Daisy?

[evite]

[ she actually laughs out loud. ]

i will be totally honest and say that the thought of your sex life behind the iron curtain has never once crossed my mind

[myownwoman]

I have a fuck buddy, as you call it. That is not the problem.

How I feel about Peter is the problem.

[ everything is the problem, she has many problems. ]

I can't get past it.

[evite]

so don't get past it

[ this is a very simple, very #yolo solution. ]

obviously this life and that life aren't the same thing, but that doesn't mean you have to start from zero here. ask him to go get pizza with you sometime. take him to a bar.

you know, date him

[myownwoman]

Date him.

[evite]

what, do germans not date?