You didn't ask me anything! You sat me down with this bullshit 'do what I say or I'm leaving you' ultimatum, and now I'm the bad guy?
[ unbelievable. absolutely unbelievable. after everything that they've survived, after everything they've lived through, after disappearances and hurt and pain and suffering, he would just threaten walk away — and worse, that he would blame her for doing it? ]
You think I'm going to die in there? Well, I hope I do. [ and, as cruel as that sounds, she means it. there's a coldness in the words that can't be faked. ] And I hope you think about the fact that you could have been there with me when I do.
All I've been thinking about is that you shouldn't be there at all! No one should be! Cassius is a murderer and I don't trust him. I don't know how anyone does.
[ would his support really been enough to withstand an ai? he doesn't think so. ]
I don't want to die and I don't want you to die. I don't want anyone to die. [ except the una. ]
I cannot convince you. You cannot convince me. We — just be safe.
[ she doesn't want his pity. she doesn't want pity or condolences or hollow words of hope. she wanted his comfort and his steady hand beside her and the knowledge that, no matter what happened, he would be there to stand at her side.
alone, there is fear. the sudden, undeniable knowledge that the mission she is undertaking could very well kill her. there is only that awareness, and the contrasting misery of loss, that propels her.
her voice cracks, her eyes water, but it's with fury that she says the last words she can before the door opens. ]
[ he doesn't say anything else because there is nothing else to say. he watches her slam her out of the room and stands there, alone and bereft and completely at a loss. ]
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[ unbelievable. absolutely unbelievable. after everything that they've survived, after everything they've lived through, after disappearances and hurt and pain and suffering, he would just threaten walk away — and worse, that he would blame her for doing it? ]
You think I'm going to die in there? Well, I hope I do. [ and, as cruel as that sounds, she means it. there's a coldness in the words that can't be faked. ] And I hope you think about the fact that you could have been there with me when I do.
[ how dare you. ]
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[ would his support really been enough to withstand an ai? he doesn't think so. ]
I don't want to die and I don't want you to die. I don't want anyone to die. [ except the una. ]
I cannot convince you. You cannot convince me. We — just be safe.
[ it's the only words he has left. ]
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alone, there is fear. the sudden, undeniable knowledge that the mission she is undertaking could very well kill her. there is only that awareness, and the contrasting misery of loss, that propels her.
her voice cracks, her eyes water, but it's with fury that she says the last words she can before the door opens. ]
Go to hell, Illya.
[ maybe she'll see you there. ]
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