[ he nods hurriedly and those words plus her body flush against his body means he throws out any pretense of working things through gradually. her hand's in his hair and he leans forward, capturing her lips in a harder, deeper kiss this time. with the solidity of the refrigerator behind her, marcos leans into her, letting some of his weight settle against her.
he thinks that maybe he should ask if she wants to stay in here or go elsewhere but that would mean stopping the kiss and that would mean more talking and haven't they done enough talking already? logistics could wait.
right now, he was going to kiss by licking into her mouth and curling a hand around the hair falling over her shoulder. god, this day had been so terrible.
[ they don't need to take things slow. they already know, don't they? they've already spent months mapping out each other's bodies, learning exactly where to touch and what to do to make the other come apart. out of practice, maybe, but daisy remembers quickly — memories, here, are helpful.
a soft sound of approval echoes into his mouth, eyes squeezing shut. there's a knock at the door, but she doesn't move, doesn't let up for a second long enough for him to move either. it's just the food delivery guy, she's pretty sure, and she already paid. he can just leave it all at the door, and eventually, sometime later, daisy will get it. or one of her nonexistent neighbors will find it, and she'll order more.
right now, she doesn't care. what she cares about is memorizing the feeling of his body flush against her own, dragging her hands along the lines of his back, leaving red trails as she goes. if this is just once, if tonight is all they have... well, she wants those memories this time. her back presses into the door of the fridge. it's at least not quite as hard as the floor. for that, she's pretty grateful. ]
[ marcos listens well because despite hearing the knock on her door, he doesn't let up. she pulls him close to keep him from wandering away but he'd had no intention of leaving. he's forgotten about the food so he just thinks that whoever's there will just assume she's not home and come back a later time. maybe they'll leave a note.
and if it's john, he'll kick down the door and be treated to the scene which he's scene a million times before. but, it won't be john. john knows what's going on and john wouldn't try and drag him out of here.
when it looks like they're not going to leave the solidity of the fridge for a few seconds, maros reaches down and curve a hand around her thigh, trying to drag it up around his hip so he can press closer in a much more intimate way than he'd been standing before.
[ she'll oblige. whatever he wants to do, whatever demands he makes, she's happy to give in. there's no hesitation in her shifting weight, hands wrapping that much more snugly around his back to support herself as they lean into the fridge.
but goddamn, is that good. the closer he gets, the warmer she feels; the warmer she feels, the more desperately she wants more of whatever he's offering. that heat will bring her to boiling, if she's not careful, and she wants to be able to enjoy that with him. her leg wraps around his, all enthusiasm and encouragement.
after a moment, her head tips back, turning to let the crown of her head press into the cool surface of the freezer door, exposing the column of her throat and the line of her jaw to his wandering mouth. it gives her the opportunity to gasp a much-needed inhale of breath, the exhale heady and all too pleased. ]
[ while's loathe to lose her lips, her neck is just as good and he immediately starts mouth at the smooth slope of skin, tongue sliding down the long column until he can suck at the pulse point thumping against her neck and feel the telltale signs of life there. she's warm and reactive underneath his hands but he's still comforted by that.
he nuzzles against her neck after a moment, nosing his way back up until he can kiss behind her ear before pulling back for a second. ]
Much as I would like to get reacquainted with your kitchen appliances, we might need to move soon. I'm only one armed tonight so I won't be as good at --
[ holding her against things or holding her at all. the pain is barely there but he knows he shouldn't use it until he can make sure it's fully healed. ]
'Kay, [ a breathless whisper, though no less consenting. if it means she has to sit in his lap to accomplish what she wants, very well then. daisy is nothing if not accommodating to his needs right now. ] You know where you're going.
[ because they can walk and kiss at the same time, right? it won't be weird if she cups his face in two hands and kisses him like her life depends on it, enthusiasm and desperation all in one, exhales hot against his skin each time she lifts her mouth to gasp a needy breath.
the bedroom's not far, either. it's a small one bedroom, and the path from the fridge to the kitchen isn't more than a few dozen steps. they may have to stumble over discarded medical supplies, but... well, they can manage. they've done it before, drunk too, on plenty of nights somewhat like this one.
and when her knees do finally hit the telltale low mark of the bed, daisy sinks into the mattress, dragging him down with her. ]
You're not going to just stare at me all night, are you, babe?
[ an old term of endearment, slipping out with meaning to. it feels right, though, so daisy doesn't correct herself. ]
[ it's been months but he still remembers the number of steps it takes to get to her bedroom and he still remembers where little imperfections are on the walls of her apartment. they'd spent a lot of time here because he'd always been moving around, finding and then relocating when sentinel services or someone discovered where they were. so, it's easy to walk that small space, stepping on empty gauze rolls and blister packs on the way.
there's not much difference since the last time he'd been here. maybe his hair's longer and his beard's thicker and his arm's a mess but he still loves her just as much as he did then.
it's a sight to see her on her bed again, waiting for him and he carefully lowers himself on top of her, keeping the bandaged arm up just so no one accidentally karate chops it in reaction to something good. ]
I thought about it.
[ but no, he's not going to do that. he slips a hand underneath her shirt and splays his fingers out on her stomach. ]
[ another night is a dangerous promise, teetering on the edge of a life they can't claim just yet, but daisy doesn't care enough to stop him. she'd rather focus on the sensation of his fingertips ghosting out over her skin, exposing inch after inch of rediscovery.
it seems they've fallen back into the trap of taking it slow. time is a luxury they don't often have, and while part of her very much wants to remind him of the pace that had brought them in her in the first place, she can't quite deny the allure of his eyes skimming over her body, dark with desire. ]
I'm going to hold you to that.
[ another dangerous promise, rashly made, as her hands splay out on either side of her waist. she could rush things, if he wanted; drag her fingers up and around the waistband of his jeans, or along the hem of her shirt, but she's willing to play ball for now. indulge him in slow, if that's what he wants. for now. ]
[ and he knows that patience isn't always a strong suit in certain situations. like this particular situation right here. he's not being slow on purpose but he can't help but be a little awed and amazed that this has happened at all. that he's in her bed and she's underneath him and it's not because they're trying to kill each other. ]
I wonder how long that'll last. [ he pushes the edge of her shirt up, exposing more and more skin until he gives it a tug to try and get her to just take it off. if he'd had the use of both hands, he'd wrangle it off her himself but watching her take it off while he's right there is almost just as good. ]
A few minutes would be my best guess. [ probably not even that long. ]
[ be proud of her restraint, marcos. it's a battle she finds herself slowly losing with each crawl of her shirt up across her belly, but she's trying her best here. the invitation (or request, either way) to remove said article herself is easily one she wants very much to meet.
the offending shirt in question is tugged off with little more than a shrug of her shoulders, betraying the nothing that was underneath. just skin, warm to the touch and flushed, now bare. she's not really the type to be shy about her body, anyway, but tonight it seems to matter even less. he's already seen it.
but there's something about the way he looks at her that makes her feel like he's doing more than just undressing her for practicality's sake. ]
Do you want me to beg you, is that it?
[ teasing... but there's some truth to it, too. memories of things he liked, of things they did together, flit to the surface. ]
[ not tonight. he's not going to deny that he'd liked when they'd played at that, when he'd tried to make her beg and plead and want him so badly she came out of her skin but that's not what he wants tonight. ]
I just like to look at you. [ is that so bad? besides, he's been without a shirt for awhile now. only fair that he takes some time to admire her since she'd gotten all that time to admire him even if part of that was spent looking at his arm. ]
I just wanted to look at you for a second. It's been awhile. [ a few weeks. maybe a month or two? too long either way. ] No new tattoos, I see.
[ okay fine, he's done teasing. he leans down and ghosts a kiss against her mouth, pulling back out of her reach before bowing forward again and kissing her properly finally. ]
[ there's a brief stillness as daisy blinks, a bashful smile slowly pushing across her face, faint color in the apples of her cheeks. the compliment catches her by surprise, unexpected even as he very clearly enjoys the view; by the time he tips her backwards into the bed, she's very glad for the sudden diversion.
even if it means him ghosting away for just a moment before coming right back in again, mouth hot against her own. that, she can appreciate — and perhaps more importantly, she can show her appreciation now, hands reaching up to sprawl out over his now bare back, nails pressing in to leave little half-moon indentations as she tugs him in.
at one point, when air becomes a necessity, she murmurs against the shell of his ear: ] I like when you look at me.
[ god, he hopes. even now, thoughts creep into his head that he's not sure he's going to be able to give this up if john and everyone else decides that this is going to be a no go. he has no idea how he's going to let himself have this tonight, let all those buried feelings and pushed away memories come back to the forefront and then possibly walk away.
he really doesn't know if he'll be able to do it. not again. ]
But, I've probably looked enough, hmm? [ she was letting him have his fun but it's probably time to stop wasting the hours they have left so he moves down and captures her lips in another, harder kiss this time. ]
[ daisy's trying not to think about it. putting her heart in john's hands — not to mention her job, her professional reputation, the organizational information she'll inevitably give to the underground's expected questioning — feels like a bigger risk than anything she's ever done before.
but it's worth it, she's realized. to feel this way about someone, to have them so close and have the opportunity to risk it — not to do it would be cowardly. unforgivable. she can't not risk it now. ]
Yeah, you should.
[ risky. so risky. but the words feel good to say out loud, as if marking their wants for the universe in some more tangible way. that they both want this to go on, despite all the signs saying not to.
his touch, too. she can't help but respond in kind to it, diving in headfirst to each rough press of his lips to hers, her entire body angling to get as close as possible, to feel more of the warmth that always radiates from his skin. ]
[ ordinarily, marcos would stay right where he is, on top of and against her but he worries that his arm's going to give out at any second so he edges off to the side a bit, settling himself on his side so he doesn't risk falling on top of her mid kiss or mid something else.
maybe it's not quite what he wanted but it's safer and he doesn't want to have to stop anything they might do because his arm's started aching again. besides, he can still slide close to her on his side, press himself right up against her and wrap an arm around her to make sure she doesn't go anywhere.
considering she's wearing much less than him, the feeling of her bare chest against his makes him shiver and he smothers a moan against her lips. ]
[ the arm around her shoulders gives her reason to curl up just that much closer, but she doesn't need an incentive to stay put — right now, there's nowhere else on earth (or beyond) that she wants to be more than right here, her hands dragging up his back in order to lift, carding her fingers through thick hair that's always surprisingly cool to the touch. probably because all the heat's in his skin, pressed against her own, hot enough to set her on fire if she's not careful.
and then he moans, low and gentle against her mouth, and daisy needs something a little more than just being held close. maybe in an hour, maybe in the morning, but right now is about making up for lost time, about reclaiming all the opportunities that got lost to anger and what feels now like unnecessary separation. the catch and tug of his bottom lip between her teeth isn't cruel, but the only softness is in the sweep of her tongue as she lets go, soothing over the offended spot. over and over, encouragement for more, as her legs tangle with his. ]
You always drove me crazy, you know that?
[ murmured as her face pulls away for a moment, mouth relocating to skim against the line of his jaw, trailing soft nips up and down. ]
[ but, he knows it now and he won't be forgetting it. were there other things that maybe she'd told him not so much with words but with actions that he'd missed? he doesn't want to miss anything anymore. this night isn't going to last forever and he wants to try and squeeze as much as he can into the hours as possible. ]
The feeling's mutual. [ in fact, he can feel himself slowly being driven crazy right now with just those lips on his jaw. he tips his head back and closes his eyes, scratching his nails up and down her back so he doesn't go completely still while she's kissing him. ]
Missed you more. [ she remembers saying that too him over the phone, variations of the same theme — love you more, like it was a competition. if they could have saved themselves from months of heartache and stress by simply agreeing that the love was equal, maybe they wouldn't be in this mess. but they are, and daisy still hasn't learned the meaning of the world chill. so, ] To the moon and back.
[ a sweet thing to say, really, which only makes it a perfect contrast to the hedonistic drag of her teeth along his jawline that follows it, just enough pressure to elicit a shiver down his spine. god, but she wants to map out every inch of his body with her mouth, piece by piece. she wants to swim in the sound of his voice, to hear him call out her name, to hear him whisper every fantasy he couldn't act on for every night they were apart. ]
This bed's too big without you in it.
[ so stay, she wants to say. go back during the day, do your duty, but come back to her at night. let this be their sanctuary. ]
I'm sorry. [ for leaving. for staying gone. for the anger. for the fighting. for showing up here even if things were going in a better direction. for not believing her. for so much. he prides himself on trying as hard as he can, on listening and doing the thing that's best for everyone but he knows he doesn't always succeed.
he fails. he failed here and while what's happening between them now is a good start on atoning for things, he doesn't know if it'll ever be enough in his mind. but, he can try. he do his best to show her that he's so sorry for what he's done. ]
Forgive me, please. [ it's starting to get harder and harder to talk the more she uses her mouth. but, he has to get that out, has to tell her that he's sorry and he doesn't want her to be angry at him anymore. life is too short for that. either one of them could die before the next day and he doesn't want her to think he's harboring any ill will. even as she makes him shake and shudder, he has to tell her that, at least. ]
I do. [ he doesn't have to keep apologizing. he doesn't have to bear that guilt so heavy on his heart or that weight on his shoulders. she knows he will, but he doesn't have to. his coming back is enough.
her hand shifts from its path through his hair to cup the side of his face, her thumb brushing gently over his brow and cheekbone. just a feather-light touch. ] Of course I do.
[ maybe she should keep talking. she could reassure him that she loves him, that she's not harboring any kind of anger or bitterness, that she understands why he did what he did and hopes he understands hers too. but it doesn't seem like talking is going to help. they've talked a lot, anyway, and maybe they should do something else. ]
I love you. I'm not going anywhere without you.
[ he'll just have to trust her on that, because she doesn't want to say anymore. she just wants to kiss him, hands cupping his cheeks, firm and sure and clear, until she can't breathe anymore for the sake of it. ]
[ it's easy to tell when she's done talking and honestly, he's done too. there have been apologies and atonement, whispers of love and affection but they're wasting time with words when he knows soon enough that he's going to have to leave. not permanently but he still doesn't know what tomorrow holds. but, there's nothing he can do about that now so he puts it aside. he closes that door in his head and focuses just on her.
when he needs to take a breath, he pulls his mouth from hers and presses it against her neck, moving down once again but deciding he wasn't going to just stop and start talking like the last time he'd gotten started this way.
this time, he actually gets down to her chest and presses his ear against her heart for the briefest of moments before kissing the spot and going lower still. ]
[ he pulls away and, for the briefest of moments, daisy has to fight the urge to keep him in place, to keep his face close to hers so she can feel his breath against her face, to keep her hands cupping around his jaw to feel his heartbeat against her fingertips. but she lets him slide down, her hands sliding through his hair and then lifting to bury themselves in the pillows above her, her eyes falling shut as she feels without seeing him slide down to her belly.
it doesn't seem fair, somehow, that he's been so focused on her when all she wants is to be close to him, but if he's going to make things happen... well, she can't exactly complain.
better to let her body do the talking, then. better to let her body move by instinct and muscle memory alone, back arching up to greet him as his mouth skims from her chest to her sternum and then lower still, ever closer to the band of her shorts and where she wants him the most. ]
[ from the way she's moving and the sounds she's making, he knows it has to be but marcos wants to check anyway. maybe he's forgotten how to read her in the time they've been apart. maybe she wants him to do something else. maybe there's a lot of things going on and while he doesn't want to talk and get them on a tangent, he has to ask even as he hooks his fingers into the waist of her shorts and smiles up at her. ]
Can I? [ please? ] Or do you want to do something else?
[ anything. just let him stay the night and the morning and forever. ]
[ his fingers hook into her shorts and he stops and the combination of wanting and sudden denial hit her like a train full of bricks. it's really only how sincere and pleading his smile is that softens daisy's irritation; instead of hissing out a demand, she exhales, pushing herself up on her elbows in order to look down at him without craning her neck. ]
Yes, Marcos. [ yes to this, yes to all of it. informed, exceedingly enthusiastic consent. ] Please.
[ hands in her pants, mouth on hers, or just curled up next to each other watching reruns. it doesn't matter to her as long as it's with him. if this isn't what he wants — not that she thinks he doesn't, but just in case — they don't have to.
but she hopes he wants to, because she does. badly. ]
[ then, he was going to touch her. he was going to touch her until she came apart and could only lay there and smile at him he was going to touch her until the sun came up and then hopefully even beyond that
once he divests her of her shorts and he's got her blissfully naked, he starts kissing a line up one of her legs until he gets to her thigh. he noses against the soft skin there, breathing her in and then licks until his mouth's on her inner thigh and move himself between her legs, peering up at her s he does. ]
I'll touch you, then. [ he bends his head and does just that, slowly licking at exactly where she wants him to be. ]
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[ he nods hurriedly and those words plus her body flush against his body means he throws out any pretense of working things through gradually. her hand's in his hair and he leans forward, capturing her lips in a harder, deeper kiss this time. with the solidity of the refrigerator behind her, marcos leans into her, letting some of his weight settle against her.
he thinks that maybe he should ask if she wants to stay in here or go elsewhere but that would mean stopping the kiss and that would mean more talking and haven't they done enough talking already? logistics could wait.
right now, he was going to kiss by licking into her mouth and curling a hand around the hair falling over her shoulder. god, this day had been so terrible.
but this night was -- something else. ]
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a soft sound of approval echoes into his mouth, eyes squeezing shut. there's a knock at the door, but she doesn't move, doesn't let up for a second long enough for him to move either. it's just the food delivery guy, she's pretty sure, and she already paid. he can just leave it all at the door, and eventually, sometime later, daisy will get it. or one of her nonexistent neighbors will find it, and she'll order more.
right now, she doesn't care. what she cares about is memorizing the feeling of his body flush against her own, dragging her hands along the lines of his back, leaving red trails as she goes. if this is just once, if tonight is all they have... well, she wants those memories this time. her back presses into the door of the fridge. it's at least not quite as hard as the floor. for that, she's pretty grateful. ]
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and if it's john, he'll kick down the door and be treated to the scene which he's scene a million times before. but, it won't be john. john knows what's going on and john wouldn't try and drag him out of here.
when it looks like they're not going to leave the solidity of the fridge for a few seconds, maros reaches down and curve a hand around her thigh, trying to drag it up around his hip so he can press closer in a much more intimate way than he'd been standing before.
fuck slow. he was done with slow. ]
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but goddamn, is that good. the closer he gets, the warmer she feels; the warmer she feels, the more desperately she wants more of whatever he's offering. that heat will bring her to boiling, if she's not careful, and she wants to be able to enjoy that with him. her leg wraps around his, all enthusiasm and encouragement.
after a moment, her head tips back, turning to let the crown of her head press into the cool surface of the freezer door, exposing the column of her throat and the line of her jaw to his wandering mouth. it gives her the opportunity to gasp a much-needed inhale of breath, the exhale heady and all too pleased. ]
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he nuzzles against her neck after a moment, nosing his way back up until he can kiss behind her ear before pulling back for a second. ]
Much as I would like to get reacquainted with your kitchen appliances, we might need to move soon. I'm only one armed tonight so I won't be as good at --
[ holding her against things or holding her at all. the pain is barely there but he knows he shouldn't use it until he can make sure it's fully healed. ]
I'm not saying to stop. I just want us to move.
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[ because they can walk and kiss at the same time, right? it won't be weird if she cups his face in two hands and kisses him like her life depends on it, enthusiasm and desperation all in one, exhales hot against his skin each time she lifts her mouth to gasp a needy breath.
the bedroom's not far, either. it's a small one bedroom, and the path from the fridge to the kitchen isn't more than a few dozen steps. they may have to stumble over discarded medical supplies, but... well, they can manage. they've done it before, drunk too, on plenty of nights somewhat like this one.
and when her knees do finally hit the telltale low mark of the bed, daisy sinks into the mattress, dragging him down with her. ]
You're not going to just stare at me all night, are you, babe?
[ an old term of endearment, slipping out with meaning to. it feels right, though, so daisy doesn't correct herself. ]
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there's not much difference since the last time he'd been here. maybe his hair's longer and his beard's thicker and his arm's a mess but he still loves her just as much as he did then.
it's a sight to see her on her bed again, waiting for him and he carefully lowers himself on top of her, keeping the bandaged arm up just so no one accidentally karate chops it in reaction to something good. ]
I thought about it.
[ but no, he's not going to do that. he slips a hand underneath her shirt and splays his fingers out on her stomach. ]
Maybe another night I will.
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it seems they've fallen back into the trap of taking it slow. time is a luxury they don't often have, and while part of her very much wants to remind him of the pace that had brought them in her in the first place, she can't quite deny the allure of his eyes skimming over her body, dark with desire. ]
I'm going to hold you to that.
[ another dangerous promise, rashly made, as her hands splay out on either side of her waist. she could rush things, if he wanted; drag her fingers up and around the waistband of his jeans, or along the hem of her shirt, but she's willing to play ball for now. indulge him in slow, if that's what he wants. for now. ]
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[ and he knows that patience isn't always a strong suit in certain situations. like this particular situation right here. he's not being slow on purpose but he can't help but be a little awed and amazed that this has happened at all. that he's in her bed and she's underneath him and it's not because they're trying to kill each other. ]
I wonder how long that'll last. [ he pushes the edge of her shirt up, exposing more and more skin until he gives it a tug to try and get her to just take it off. if he'd had the use of both hands, he'd wrangle it off her himself but watching her take it off while he's right there is almost just as good. ]
A few minutes would be my best guess. [ probably not even that long. ]
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[ be proud of her restraint, marcos. it's a battle she finds herself slowly losing with each crawl of her shirt up across her belly, but she's trying her best here. the invitation (or request, either way) to remove said article herself is easily one she wants very much to meet.
the offending shirt in question is tugged off with little more than a shrug of her shoulders, betraying the nothing that was underneath. just skin, warm to the touch and flushed, now bare. she's not really the type to be shy about her body, anyway, but tonight it seems to matter even less. he's already seen it.
but there's something about the way he looks at her that makes her feel like he's doing more than just undressing her for practicality's sake. ]
Do you want me to beg you, is that it?
[ teasing... but there's some truth to it, too. memories of things he liked, of things they did together, flit to the surface. ]
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[ not tonight. he's not going to deny that he'd liked when they'd played at that, when he'd tried to make her beg and plead and want him so badly she came out of her skin but that's not what he wants tonight. ]
I just like to look at you. [ is that so bad? besides, he's been without a shirt for awhile now. only fair that he takes some time to admire her since she'd gotten all that time to admire him even if part of that was spent looking at his arm. ]
I just wanted to look at you for a second. It's been awhile. [ a few weeks. maybe a month or two? too long either way. ] No new tattoos, I see.
[ okay fine, he's done teasing. he leans down and ghosts a kiss against her mouth, pulling back out of her reach before bowing forward again and kissing her properly finally. ]
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[ there's a brief stillness as daisy blinks, a bashful smile slowly pushing across her face, faint color in the apples of her cheeks. the compliment catches her by surprise, unexpected even as he very clearly enjoys the view; by the time he tips her backwards into the bed, she's very glad for the sudden diversion.
even if it means him ghosting away for just a moment before coming right back in again, mouth hot against her own. that, she can appreciate — and perhaps more importantly, she can show her appreciation now, hands reaching up to sprawl out over his now bare back, nails pressing in to leave little half-moon indentations as she tugs him in.
at one point, when air becomes a necessity, she murmurs against the shell of his ear: ] I like when you look at me.
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[ god, he hopes. even now, thoughts creep into his head that he's not sure he's going to be able to give this up if john and everyone else decides that this is going to be a no go. he has no idea how he's going to let himself have this tonight, let all those buried feelings and pushed away memories come back to the forefront and then possibly walk away.
he really doesn't know if he'll be able to do it. not again. ]
But, I've probably looked enough, hmm? [ she was letting him have his fun but it's probably time to stop wasting the hours they have left so he moves down and captures her lips in another, harder kiss this time. ]
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but it's worth it, she's realized. to feel this way about someone, to have them so close and have the opportunity to risk it — not to do it would be cowardly. unforgivable. she can't not risk it now. ]
Yeah, you should.
[ risky. so risky. but the words feel good to say out loud, as if marking their wants for the universe in some more tangible way. that they both want this to go on, despite all the signs saying not to.
his touch, too. she can't help but respond in kind to it, diving in headfirst to each rough press of his lips to hers, her entire body angling to get as close as possible, to feel more of the warmth that always radiates from his skin. ]
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maybe it's not quite what he wanted but it's safer and he doesn't want to have to stop anything they might do because his arm's started aching again. besides, he can still slide close to her on his side, press himself right up against her and wrap an arm around her to make sure she doesn't go anywhere.
considering she's wearing much less than him, the feeling of her bare chest against his makes him shiver and he smothers a moan against her lips. ]
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and then he moans, low and gentle against her mouth, and daisy needs something a little more than just being held close. maybe in an hour, maybe in the morning, but right now is about making up for lost time, about reclaiming all the opportunities that got lost to anger and what feels now like unnecessary separation. the catch and tug of his bottom lip between her teeth isn't cruel, but the only softness is in the sweep of her tongue as she lets go, soothing over the offended spot. over and over, encouragement for more, as her legs tangle with his. ]
You always drove me crazy, you know that?
[ murmured as her face pulls away for a moment, mouth relocating to skim against the line of his jaw, trailing soft nips up and down. ]
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[ but, he knows it now and he won't be forgetting it. were there other things that maybe she'd told him not so much with words but with actions that he'd missed? he doesn't want to miss anything anymore. this night isn't going to last forever and he wants to try and squeeze as much as he can into the hours as possible. ]
The feeling's mutual. [ in fact, he can feel himself slowly being driven crazy right now with just those lips on his jaw. he tips his head back and closes his eyes, scratching his nails up and down her back so he doesn't go completely still while she's kissing him. ]
I missed you. [ every minute of every day. ]
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[ a sweet thing to say, really, which only makes it a perfect contrast to the hedonistic drag of her teeth along his jawline that follows it, just enough pressure to elicit a shiver down his spine. god, but she wants to map out every inch of his body with her mouth, piece by piece. she wants to swim in the sound of his voice, to hear him call out her name, to hear him whisper every fantasy he couldn't act on for every night they were apart. ]
This bed's too big without you in it.
[ so stay, she wants to say. go back during the day, do your duty, but come back to her at night. let this be their sanctuary. ]
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he fails. he failed here and while what's happening between them now is a good start on atoning for things, he doesn't know if it'll ever be enough in his mind. but, he can try. he do his best to show her that he's so sorry for what he's done. ]
Forgive me, please. [ it's starting to get harder and harder to talk the more she uses her mouth. but, he has to get that out, has to tell her that he's sorry and he doesn't want her to be angry at him anymore. life is too short for that. either one of them could die before the next day and he doesn't want her to think he's harboring any ill will. even as she makes him shake and shudder, he has to tell her that, at least. ]
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her hand shifts from its path through his hair to cup the side of his face, her thumb brushing gently over his brow and cheekbone. just a feather-light touch. ] Of course I do.
[ maybe she should keep talking. she could reassure him that she loves him, that she's not harboring any kind of anger or bitterness, that she understands why he did what he did and hopes he understands hers too. but it doesn't seem like talking is going to help. they've talked a lot, anyway, and maybe they should do something else. ]
I love you. I'm not going anywhere without you.
[ he'll just have to trust her on that, because she doesn't want to say anymore. she just wants to kiss him, hands cupping his cheeks, firm and sure and clear, until she can't breathe anymore for the sake of it. ]
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when he needs to take a breath, he pulls his mouth from hers and presses it against her neck, moving down once again but deciding he wasn't going to just stop and start talking like the last time he'd gotten started this way.
this time, he actually gets down to her chest and presses his ear against her heart for the briefest of moments before kissing the spot and going lower still. ]
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it doesn't seem fair, somehow, that he's been so focused on her when all she wants is to be close to him, but if he's going to make things happen... well, she can't exactly complain.
better to let her body do the talking, then. better to let her body move by instinct and muscle memory alone, back arching up to greet him as his mouth skims from her chest to her sternum and then lower still, ever closer to the band of her shorts and where she wants him the most. ]
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[ from the way she's moving and the sounds she's making, he knows it has to be but marcos wants to check anyway. maybe he's forgotten how to read her in the time they've been apart. maybe she wants him to do something else. maybe there's a lot of things going on and while he doesn't want to talk and get them on a tangent, he has to ask even as he hooks his fingers into the waist of her shorts and smiles up at her. ]
Can I? [ please? ] Or do you want to do something else?
[ anything. just let him stay the night and the morning and forever. ]
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Yes, Marcos. [ yes to this, yes to all of it. informed, exceedingly enthusiastic consent. ] Please.
[ hands in her pants, mouth on hers, or just curled up next to each other watching reruns. it doesn't matter to her as long as it's with him. if this isn't what he wants — not that she thinks he doesn't, but just in case — they don't have to.
but she hopes he wants to, because she does. badly. ]
I want you to touch me.
[ so... do that. please? ]
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[ then, he was going to touch her. he was going to touch her until she came apart and could only lay there and smile at him he was going to touch her until the sun came up and then hopefully even beyond that
once he divests her of her shorts and he's got her blissfully naked, he starts kissing a line up one of her legs until he gets to her thigh. he noses against the soft skin there, breathing her in and then licks until his mouth's on her inner thigh and move himself between her legs, peering up at her s he does. ]
I'll touch you, then. [ he bends his head and does just that, slowly licking at exactly where she wants him to be. ]
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